August Left

Just about to head into my second shift of this week. My days off were slow. I didn’t do much other than some self care stuff like groceries and exercising.

Someone hit my new truck in my parking garage. It damaged the front end and I have to take it in to get fixed. So that really sucks. Felt like a kick while I was down.

I talked to my therapist about the other day when my ex approached me. We went over the conversation and she was also confused as to why she needed to talk to me even after the decision to call the police and ensure no more communication.

We both agreed on the conversation being more about her than closure. She needed to emotionally settle herself and having this last conversation was how she needed to do it.

I’m trying to just let go of it all. There is a part of me that wonders if she had the capacity to come back after all that and still talk to me, how long now until the next time I hear from her? It’s confusing.

But anyways. I’m moving forward just letting it all go. She wasn’t capable of being honest about anything and chose to jump right into a new relationship. That says way more about her than me.

2 more days of work and then I get more days off. I take my truck into the shop Monday so I will be without for a while. I can manage.

Thanks for reading. .