August Left

I finished my last shift of this big stretch this morning. I worked six out of the last seven days, last night being a night shift, and today I’m feeling pretty depleted. I’m just going to order in, do laundry, some light stretching and exercise, and watch TV tonight.

I got paid today. The payment went through and I finally got to see my bank account go up again rather than down for the first time in weeks. I took care of some bills this morning and am now figuring out how I want to go about managing my financial picture moving forward for the rest of this contract.

I definitely need to show some appreciation to my parents. They have helped me a lot through the last couple months. Grocery money here and there. I can now start to pay them back and become self-sufficient again. I never want to end up back in this position. I finally have the momentum I need to carry myself out of this pit I’ve been in for the last year and a half.

Skillful will. Like I talked about in one of my last posts.

I can’t tell you how many times I’ve wanted to just sit and cry about everything over the last couple months. And to be honest, I have once or twice. Going to bed every night just wondering what else was going to go wrong the next day. But this is the end of it. No more.

Hopefully now that things start changing and improving, I’ll start to feel better. My life will start to feel a little more colorful and not so black and white. One day at a time.

Thanks for reading.